July 2020

Broken and Content

Found

on
July 31, 2020

Abandoned. Rejected. Seen better days. Counted as trash. Sitting in a Chicago alley, where disowned furniture finds its way to the land fill, was a forest green, diamond patterned,…

Broken and Content

Collapsed

on
July 24, 2020

“Mama, can I do anything to help?” 

“Thank you…Just get in the van.” I said through clenched teeth as I wrestled a tantrum throwing Finley into her car seat. 

It was…

Broken and Content

The Pit

on
July 19, 2020

“Is it even worth it?”

“What do you mean?” My consoler asked. 

“Is it worth feeling? I think I was happier before I knew what I was feeling. Is it worth…

Broken and Content

Confession

on
July 19, 2020

“Matt, I need to tell you something.”

“Ok”

I took a deep breath before I continued. My tears fell unbridled. 

“I have begun to have thoughts about taking my life. And thoughts…

Broken and Content

Rewrite Failure

on
July 18, 2020

“Why do you feel like a failure?” The question was gentle but direct. 

“I think I believe that Finley’s progress is tied to my performance. So if she does not…